Maafkan Daku

I noe dis sounds stupid but i shouldnt hav called u last nite and said dat i missed u...
Truth b told i missed u...
But u noe dat there is no hope btween us...
I'm sori if d call last nite gav u hope or made u sad...
I'm such a fuckin jerk n dat is all i'll ever be...
I guess im no different from all those other guys at all...
N i totally understand if u wanna hate me in any way dat is possible...
i just wanna say I'M SORRY..

tired...

Spent d whole day yesterday doin n finishing my research project. Had a lack of sleep d nite b4 as well. I knew i screwed it up smewhere bt wth im done n over wif it. So 2 celebrate dis joyous occasion i went 2 Monti's n MOS wif Aminath, George, Marion, Sly n smeone else who remains 2 b unknown. Got a lil drunk n came bc hope lookin like a drug addict. Had 2 wake up early bcuz i promised Nisha dat i would send her 2 coll. After parking d car, Varnesh offered me 2 sleep in his room. So i skipped all my classes till lunch. Yeah!! lol... Tank god class finished early 2day. Gt back home n slept like a baby 4 hrs. Now im in my room restin n tryin 2 detoxify myself..

Ciao..

The ultimate embarassment

Yesterday i went 2 Taylors 4 sme dance comp wif Nicole n Eisha. I knew nobody there n every1 there were gd dancers. Caprice was the host. Eisha was goin gaga over him all d time. We were all having fun until........

4 words ----> Games, Thevanesh, Dance, Snow Patrol, Audience = HUMILATION!!

Hav 2 test 2moro n im so sick 2 even open my book. Failure here i come...

A song for you..

I wake up every evening, with a big smile on my face
And it never feels out of place

And your still probably working at a 9 to 5 pace
I wonder how bad that tastes

When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell

Now wheres you picket fence love
And wheres that shiny car,
And did it ever get you far

You've never seem so tense love
I've never seen you fall so hard,
Do you know where you are

And truth be told I miss you
And truth be told I'm lying

When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
If you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool, your just as well, hope it gives you hell

Hope it gives you hell

Tomorrow you'll be thinking to yourself
Where'd it all go wrong, the list goes on and on

And truth be told I miss you
And truth be told I'm lying

When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
If you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool, your just as well, hope it gives you hell

Now you'll never see, what you've done to me
You can take back your memories they're no good to me
And here's all your lies,
You can look me in my eyes
With that sad sad look that you wear so well

When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
If you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool, your just as well, hope it gives you hell

When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you hear this song and sing along oh you'll never tell
Then you're the fool, I'm just as well
Hope it gives you hell
When you hear this song I hope that it will give you hell
You can sing along I hope that it will treat you well

Im finally glad to say that i have moved on...
I dont care if i end up being single or miserable or even hated for all my life...
I'm just happy dat i'm free....
And i seriously hope dat IT GIVES YOU HELL !!

love drunk....

OMG MTV WORLD STAGE IS FUCKIN AWESOME!!!! 4 d 1st time i was so fuckin high wif d music without d influence of alcohol. I shud hav been in d mosh pit zone but had a change of plan last minute. Haih...nvm i still had a lot of fun. D crowd was unbelievable n almost every1 dat i knew was there. I fuckin loved it when Boys like Girls perform. Many of my college frens managed 2 get 2 mosh pit n gold tickets. Juria n ungku managed 2 go 2 d afta party at MOS. I wanted 2 follow them so badly but my dad sms-ed me during the concert n spoilt my whole mood. Nevertheless i had so much of fun and Pixie Lott is so fuckin HOT !! Came bac home at 12 n slept like a baby....

Black eyed peas cmin soon!!

comeback..

Sori 4 not being able 2 blog 4 some time. Had a fun weekend in Penang wif Daryl, Mira n Nadia. Did many fun stuff there altough the weather was bad. Managed 2 c old skl n college frens there. Nevertheless it was fun hangin out wif all of them n im reli gonna miss d bitch n d biatch when they are gone. Came back from Penang on Sunday afternoon n my mom was screamin 2 me as soon as i arrived at the doorsteps cuz Sunway College had sent a letter 2 my hse. WTF rite? Of all d days u hav 2 send it on d day dat i was not here. y cant these private colleges just take d money dat all d parents gav them n shut their gap. Its not like im failin my subjects n stuff. Anyways, been bombarded d whole week by homework n assignments. In fact im doin my homework now.lets just face d fact. I am boring...

G2g now. Ciao...

blur.....

I checked my blog 2day n i realised i dnt hav anyting 2 write about...i dont feel like complaining, talkin gossiping, bitching n all. WTF!!! i tink im startin 2 b boring. I nd new excitements in my life. I wish i was like my dad when he was so young. So filled wif excitement. I feel like throwing college n all n just travel n party all nite long.Haih.... but dats just cock talk. So till i do smeting interesting. Ciao from boring boy...