It has been ages sice i've updated my blog. Work is reli holding me bac from writing at my lame blog. When im off im always out wif my family n frens dat it makes it so fuckin hard 2 me 2 hav sme time 4 me myself and i. Currently im at my room with a sudden depression of a teenage girl cuz out of a sudden i feel dat im FUCKIN UGLY!!! I dunno how 2 explain this bt my self confidence is goin very low. I mean u can tell urself dat u can outdo urself everyday. bt reality isnt reli d same. Its nt easy 2 outdo urself. I am so jealous of so masny things dat i cant get or obtain. N smetimes d worlds worst loser can bring me down like a hammer nailing a fuckin rusted nail. I noe dis depression is gonna b temporary bt im sure dat it will happen again n again until i outdo myself. I dont alweays look happy all d time on d outside..... n im sure dat no1 will ever read dis post so it makes me easier 2 4get dis temporary lack of self confidence.

Pelabuhan KoteAnak

Currently i dunno wat 2 blog so i would just tell but d pd trip dat i went on last saturday. It was Nicole's burfday so we decided 2 go 2 Port DICKson. It was a very last minute thingy n oni a few came. Me, Main, Naga, Eshia, Jes n Que. We had so much of fun. We left at 12 from Subang n reached the beach around 1.30. The beach was the one where Anissa stayed. It was quite cold n quiet n luckily there were not any Rempits or paria there. Had so much of fun. Me Que n Eshia went skinny dipping 4 d 1st time!!! lol.... All tanx 2 Andrew. Went back home at around 5 something n arrived at my house at 7. I told Andrew dat at 7 u could hear d birds chirping d sky is cool n nice. Wat a great way 2 start d day. Unfortunately useless people like us are ending d day. Lol!!! Went 2 work d next day n continued my working n boring life. Dats all 4 now. Ciao......